As I sit here unable to move in any meaningful way and only able to think and feel and lie in bed it gives me time to reflect. The last three or four years have been very tumultuous. But through it all, I have found myself. I have found what is meaningful and important in my life. I've also realized that I don't have a purpose, not a specific one or a grand one I mean. I don't need to be a savior. I don't need to work for some great cause that has been fueled by propaganda or people working behind the scenes that no one knows about that is full of misrepresented ideas and strategies and agendas.
I was told that all one needed to do to overcome the virus and to build antibodies for generations to come was to reconnect with nature and the elemental world. Which is what I've done. I have immersed myself in those natural and Elemental worlds and I am much better for it. If I do have some sort of purpose, that is it.
I was told that the mitosis and separation would occur, and they have. And so I have no need now whatsoever to even step a toe into the water of alt media, alt cults, reptilians, Essence Harvesters, blue chickens, aliens, off-World locations, the simulation, psy-op programs, Soul harvesting train grids, MK Ultra, etc, etc, etc,. Some people need this for whatever reason. What I need is to write about the natural world and about finding the essence Within. If anybody is interested in permaculture, gardening, herbs, essence expression, or anything along those lines, please let me know because that is all I'll be writing about. The rest I leave to you all. This is because nature provides everything I need as does creativity, which is what I was also told at one time are the most important things. I will continue to live according to this because I believe it and because I've seen the healing power that it holds. I've been told this is the answer and I found it to be true. Beyond that there is nothing else I need. I'm left feeling lonely in my endeavors, because that message got lost somewhere along the way.... People care more STILL about the drama and saving the world, when it has been discussed to great extent that we can only save ourselves. I'll be in the garden writing and growing things if anyone needs me. And I expect it will be very quiet there. I feel really that is the only place I belong. This is the real deal people.